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September 20th, 2005

04:25 pm - I stole This From Someone Just a new one, it's better than my Buffy one. It maches the background anyways.

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March 16th, 2005

12:24 pm - Ten Things I Hate About You I hate the way you smile when I compliment your clothes. I hate it when you smiled after I gave you that stupid paper rose. I hate your stupid bright blue eyes. I hate it that you felt bad and still feel bad that you made me cry. I hate that I get scared when you seem to disappear for days. I hate that you're going through this rock star phase- even though it's not one. I hate that you have my breakable heart in your hand. I hate that you actually know how to be a man. I hate that you know everything about me and are the ultimate friend. Most of all I hate how incredibly screwed up I am because I don't want any of this to end. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Sometimes Wanna Die- Joydrop

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March 22nd, 2004

09:50 pm - The Best Present A Girl Could Get A Randomly Public Update! Last Friday night at midnight this Panther finally turned the big 21!! So right at the crack of midnight, as I screamed "HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!" we went off to the bar that literally is in front of my house. Mum and I did a shot of Tequila Rose, the yummiest strawberry concoction ever. Then and ex-student of hers was across from us at the bar and bought Mum and I another round. I went home after that and drank all night with my bestest Amanda and Adam's ex-roommate Dave. We mostly did shots of Whisky. It was good, and I had the warm fuzzies until I fell asleep around 5am. Saturday started off terribly. A good lot of my friends pretty much blew me off, and some of the friends who WERE there were being incredibly obnoxious. Then my Mum shows up at Appleby's in fucking CLOWN-she's a Christian clown. I spill my Margarita, everyone else's food comes and mine's late, then mine comes and it had a fucking hair in it, everyone's done eating, I FINALLY eat, and my Mum shows everyone my fucking thong. I was totally okay with Nicki and Amanda seeing it, but I was none-too-thrilled with Dave and Joe seeing it, so I pretty much started to sob my eyes out. That in turn made AMANDA sob her eyes out. I really needed to get drunk. Nicki and her BF took me to Tequila Willy's in downtown Pittsburgh, and let me tell you what. I drank, and I drank like a fucking pro. I had....two Margaritas, Alabama Slammer, rum and Coke, a shot called "Piece of Ass," a Kaluha Mudslide, Smirnoff Ice, Nicki's leftover 2 Cranberry Seabreezes, and a Long Island Ice Tea. I also drank something from a whole shit load of drinks these two people that go to RMU had on their table. Fucking 12 drinks!!! I was soooooo Goddamn drunk that I puked out of Dave's moving truck. *wicked grin* Sunday my family and I went out to eat, and I had a Purple Haze. Don't ever get those, it's a damn cranberry Martini *sto* It was the most bitter and grossest drink I have ever had pass my lips. Bleh! Pretty much I went out almost every night last week as well. Now that I can go bar-hopping with all of my friends who have been waiting for years for me to be 21. Now I am, and I don't have to sit at home on a Friday like some tools I know. I guess you can say I finally got my "Tool No More" button. I only really wanted one thing for my birthday. That was to have the Scoobies back together for one night, and only one night. Though Adam claims that I'm obsessive and I am stalking him and trashing him in my journal, and Gordon seems to think I'm the biggest bitch on Earth for not wanting to stay in a relationship I felt trapped in...I miss them. Everyday, every hour, minute, even every second I will miss the Scoobies, for the rest of my life. I miss the way Adam used to wipe away my tears, and make me scream, laugh, cry and feel invincible all in a five-minute span. I miss the evil looks Gordon used to give everyone when we chided him for being the bookworm. I miss Joe pretending to be gay, and trying to molest Adam as much as he actually does molest me. I miss Mike calling me Sis, and Velma. Most of all, I miss how I felt when the five of us were together. I will always forever in my heart miss that completeness our circle made. Nothing could tear us apart, and yet everything did. Today though I received the best gift a person could ever wish for. A reminder of what the Scoobies used to be, and perhaps what we may be again some years down the road. "Here's to the Scoobies: may we always piece ourselves back together in the end" Old friend, there were times I didn't want to see your face or hear your name again. Now those times are far behind me. It's so good to see your smile. I'd forgotten how nobody else could make me smile the way you do. All this time, you're the one I still want beside me. I must have traveled down a thousand roads. Been so many places, seen so many faces, always on my way to somethin' new. Ohh, but it doesn't matter, 'cause no matter where I go, every road leads back, every road just seems to lead me back to you. ( Pictures That Are Worth a Thousand Lifetimes ) Current Mood: sad Current Music: The Rose- Bette Midler

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February 10th, 2004

06:33 pm Sick of all the ignorance and stupidity. Don't like what I have to say? Don't comment to be added..Plain and motherfucking simple? Right Ines?? Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: My Immortal

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January 25th, 2004

07:20 pm - Hrm I'm debating on taking the role of Daniel Radcliffe in MBP..should I? How do you like two-liners? ;) Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Toxic-Britney Spears

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January 17th, 2004

07:57 pm - Thoughts vj4dirtypop really needs to update. I miss Annie!! And Bub and CS what is your SN?? I would love to talk to you on AIM. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Frida soundtrack

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January 13th, 2004

10:20 pm - MEME time my loves ( Ten Random Songs Meme ) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Body Electric

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07:14 pm For my Study of Language class, I need fiveof you to tell me what you think about these different languages.. French, German, English (Spoken by Brits), African Americans, Spainish, Japanese, Southern, and the New York dialect. It would be MUCHO APPRECIATED!!! Current Mood: busy Current Music: Driven, Tim MacGraw on CMT

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November 4th, 2003

01:53 pm - A paper I just finished for Arts and Humanities Originally I planned on doing first amendment rights of musicians, but I found that article last night on the HPNA-great site FYI- and decided to do it on our favorite hotty, Harry Potter! ( Harry Potter: anti-Christian, or just plain Kid's stuff ) Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Ode to Joy- one of those dead composer guys ;)

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March 29th, 2003

02:24 pm - Work Schedule Sunday- 12-5:30 Wednesday- 5-8:30 Friday- 5-8:30 Saturday- 10-3 Tuesday- 4-8:30 Wednesday Thursday Current Mood: busy Current Music: Picture- Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow

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